I disappeared.. I know..

A lot of things have happened to me and around me since my last post.. Some good, a few great and as always.. Some horrible. But I'm not going to drudge up anything and get into one of THOSE moods. Today is October 8th. That's cool in the sense that this is my favorite month that contains my favorite holiday! However.. I'm in my sixth month now of pregnancy. :/ And if you have ever been HERE... You know how it can go.. Normally, I would've had my house all decorated for Halloween by the last week of September.. This year? NO! It's not like I didn't want to.. I went through the trouble of dragging up three huge bins of stuff (Yes, I have more Halloween stuff than ANYTHING else.. ) I went through everything.. Mapped out where I would put it all.. Even bought a few new things.. I was READY for this month! And then.. It got here and yeah, I put a FEW things up here and there but my God.. It's a pitiful sight.. I feel almost disgraced.. I have the feeling that I SHOULD or COULD do ALL THIS STUFF and then... BLAAAAAHHHH... And I don't even come close. My energy and ambition lately is GONE. POOF! No MORE! Instead of sitting on my couch taking in all my creepy scenes, I sit on my couch watching my stomach make sudden jumpy movements all over the place and relish the sweetness of the person doing it. Then of course I hit my uncomfortable positions and before I know it, I'm off to the bathroom for the third time that hour... My youngest daughter is obsessed with the movements since she can see and feel them now. The other day she put her ear against my belly trying to hear the heartbeat or something and after just a minute she sits up with a priceless look of shock on her face. "What happened?" I ask. "She.. She kicked me! Right in the face!" And then right after that she noticed my belly moving like crazy and started laughing. That initial face though... PRICELESS! It will be something when she's actually HERE. My husband put his head on my stomach the next night and after a minute HE sat up and looked at me weird too. "What? Did you get kicked or something?" I asked. "No...I heard something.." I started laughing because his face looked freaked out! "Well.. what did you hear?" I said after I contained myself. "It was like.. like her hand scraping the inside of your stomach. Creepy!" I tried to get him to do it again after I stopped laughing and he wouldn't go for it. "Come on... I'm 98% sure it's a baby girl in there, NOT some demon trying to escape..." I tried to say. "Nope." is all I got. It was still funny. A few days later she was moving all over and I told him to suck it up and put his head there. He did (and got kicked) but all was good. Now it's like a thing to feel the bump or rub the belly. And sadly, ten minutes of that and I could pass out like a cat or something. Ahhh... That's not sad. What's sad is that I could lay my head down at night and SWEAR it was 2am then I picked my head up just enough to see the numbers on the clock. The numbers that read 9:16pm! I feel like a pathetic person some times with stuff like that. The other day I closed my eyes on the couch for what I thought was a minute. I woke up to my husband standing over me and a small line of drool was just starting to make it's way out of the corner of my mouth.. That minute was actually twenty minutes.. I mean energy... I just don't have it! It's crazy.. This whole last month has been crazy. I will definitely have to TRY to get on here and back track over a few things that have gone on recently. :/ But I guess for now I will wrap this up and say goodnight! I know what the time stamp says... I can't help it! Sorry it's been so LONG and I will try to suck it up and be better with this!!!! I'm thinking this mom needs to get her some kind of energy boosts! Have a wonderful night!!!- Super Mom

PS... This is being written in the US which is where the majority of the viewers so far reside. However.. The following countries have also reached this little gem somehow.. Poland, Canada, Thailand, and even France! Yes I sometimes get excited over weird things like this... :)